I was completely stressed out, with so much of pressure at work, project deadlines and the office chaos. Frustration was creeping in like crazy. I couldn't figure out the reason behind this. But deep inside my heart I knew the real reason. I knew its because of the things that happened to me in the last 6 months(exactly 6 months back, yes it was 19th June). So, last week I thought of taking a break from work. I felt like staying alone. I felt like going far away from the daily chaos.
I've spent my holidays TRYING to find my power and momentum back, TRYING to be in control, cherishing the wonderful moments spent with her which made me emotional and at the same time it made me cry because I was missing her a lot.
I know I am taking too much time to come out of this phase. I know I have to be strong enough to get out of this. But I couldn't see a way. It is said that "there is light at the end of the tunnel". Everything seems to be dark. I don't see any light. The only thing I can do is wait for the right moment and the right time. Now I understand the importance of TIME. There are friends who are supporting me for this, who are trying to make me come out of this condition, who are trying to make me understand that this is just a phase of life and it will soon vanish. Thanks to my friends for supporting me.
On my personal front, this break didn't turn out to be fruitful. But yes, it made me relaxed and stress free from my office work.
Hope I get out of this as soon as possible.
4 comments:
All pass this kind of phase , the important thing is we are able to hurdle it! Well written piece! Gauruv, some of your post can't get .it's in Hindi.
Thanks...me thinking the same..but most of the times I Question GOD...Y me? and I don't get any answer...
@ Gaurav ...It's YOU because you are special to Him , and He knows that you can handle everything with flying colors. He just put you in test ! HE answered you ,maybe your just so busy worrying and doing some other stuff and you werent able to listen to his whisper , give it another chance ..He is there always. God bless good people always. For everything that happened , it have reasons .
Thanks for your concern Angel...I know HE is always there and will always be there for me...and it is only because of HIS blessings, I am trying to move forward in life leaving the past behind..:-)
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